L10 Wins-I've Stopped Being 'Me'
| Success Story | |
|---|---|
| Auditor | Trey Lotz |
| Name | Kate |
| Auditing Success | L 10 |
| Website | http://scientolipedia.org/info/Trey Lotz |
Good morning Trey,
I thought you'd get a kick out of this. Jenny, remember Jenny? This week she asked ME (her nemesis) for yr name and phone number. HA! Betty is driving her nuts & she can see Betty has no effect whatsoever on me. I no longer introvert. Betty will call me "stupid" and I'll say, "That's MIZZZ Stupid to you!!" and she'll laff. I've always had a huge button on a 1.1 and it's gone!! I ENJOY the tone level now. HA!
This has been an amazing week. One day it was pretty quiet at work & we were all working away at our desks. I began whistling. A short time later I realized 4 other people were also whistling, including our extremely quiet file clerk. No one in our office whistles. HA! The whole group was just having a good ol' time.
Tues morn when I woke up I was lying on my back and reached over & felt the bump on my tit. I thot, "wow, it's really gotten small" and then I thot, "my tit has shrunk" and then I realized my hand was really small and then the finale....my whole body was about 2 inches long!
Also, in the last couple of weeks, I've stopped being 'me'. It's hard to describe. I'm just not myself anymore. I'm not anyone else either unless I want to be. Remember when I told you about the time I was just standing there looking at the garden and I had no identity? Like that. I just am. I'm aware of being aware. Kinda like a cat or a dog. No sense of self, I just exist. That kicked in after the first question on the last Rundown. What a feeling of expansion. An identity ties one down. I have reality on that now.
One other thing. Something has moved off & I have begun getting things done. Nothing major, just not putting actions off anymore.
My stop has been, if it wasn't fun I didn't want to do it. Surviving wasn't fun. HAHAHAHA!! Having to take care of a body wasn't fun. Having to exercise was just pain! HAHAHAHAAA!! Somewhere along the line I decided dying was better than continuing because there was no more fun in it. HAHAHAHA!!
Love Kate,
I thought you'd get a kick out of this. Jenny, remember Jenny? This week she asked ME (her nemesis) for yr name and phone number. HA! Betty is driving her nuts & she can see Betty has no effect whatsoever on me. I no longer introvert. Betty will call me "stupid" and I'll say, "That's MIZZZ Stupid to you!!" and she'll laff. I've always had a huge button on a 1.1 and it's gone!! I ENJOY the tone level now. HA!
This has been an amazing week. One day it was pretty quiet at work & we were all working away at our desks. I began whistling. A short time later I realized 4 other people were also whistling, including our extremely quiet file clerk. No one in our office whistles. HA! The whole group was just having a good ol' time.
Tues morn when I woke up I was lying on my back and reached over & felt the bump on my tit. I thot, "wow, it's really gotten small" and then I thot, "my tit has shrunk" and then I realized my hand was really small and then the finale....my whole body was about 2 inches long!
Also, in the last couple of weeks, I've stopped being 'me'. It's hard to describe. I'm just not myself anymore. I'm not anyone else either unless I want to be. Remember when I told you about the time I was just standing there looking at the garden and I had no identity? Like that. I just am. I'm aware of being aware. Kinda like a cat or a dog. No sense of self, I just exist. That kicked in after the first question on the last Rundown. What a feeling of expansion. An identity ties one down. I have reality on that now.
One other thing. Something has moved off & I have begun getting things done. Nothing major, just not putting actions off anymore.
My stop has been, if it wasn't fun I didn't want to do it. Surviving wasn't fun. HAHAHAHA!! Having to take care of a body wasn't fun. Having to exercise was just pain! HAHAHAHAAA!! Somewhere along the line I decided dying was better than continuing because there was no more fun in it. HAHAHAHA!!
Love Kate,
I thought you'd get a kick out of this. Jenny, remember Jenny? This week she asked ME (her nemesis) for yr name and phone number. HA! Betty is driving her nuts & she can see Betty has no effect whatsoever on me. I no longer introvert. Betty will call me "stupid" and I'll say, "That's MIZZZ Stupid to you!!" and she'll laff. I've always had a huge button on a 1.1 and it's gone!! I ENJOY the tone level now. HA!
This has been an amazing week. One day it was pretty quiet at work & we were all working away at our desks. I began whistling. A short time later I realized 4 other people were also whistling, including our extremely quiet file clerk. No one in our office whistles. HA! The whole group was just having a good ol' time.
Tues morn when I woke up I was lying on my back and reached over & felt the bump on my tit. I thot, "wow, it's really gotten small" and then I thot, "my tit has shrunk" and then I realized my hand was really small and then the finale....my whole body was about 2 inches long!
Also, in the last couple of weeks, I've stopped being 'me'. It's hard to describe. I'm just not myself anymore. I'm not anyone else either unless I want to be. Remember when I told you about the time I was just standing there looking at the garden and I had no identity? Like that. I just am. I'm aware of being aware. Kinda like a cat or a dog. No sense of self, I just exist. That kicked in after the first question on the last Rundown. What a feeling of expansion. An identity ties one down. I have reality on that now.
One other thing. Something has moved off & I have begun getting things done. Nothing major, just not putting actions off anymore.
My stop has been, if it wasn't fun I didn't want to do it. Surviving wasn't fun. HAHAHAHA!! Having to take care of a body wasn't fun. Having to exercise was just pain! HAHAHAHAAA!! Somewhere along the line I decided dying was better than continuing because there was no more fun in it. HAHAHAHA!!
Love Kate
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